oh hi, study leave

yesterday, I left 6th form.
I went to the pub.
I temporarily forgot.

But now i've realised, its actually over, i've actually left college..as in forever. This hasn't quite hit me yet, and I don't know whether I'm sad, excited or petrified. And I have a bloody massive headache.
Still, to get me through exam leave i have daytime tv, plenty of tea, and 17's new orange soda nail varnish to remind me its almost summer. Come on. We can do this.

xx